Verlorene Kinder (*trigger*)

[Lost_Girl]

So, in dem folgenden dachten wir mal, posten wir unsre Gedichte. Über Kommentare würden wir uns freuen.
Einige können aber triggern.
Vergesst das nicht und passt auf euch auf!
Alles Liebe,
die verlorenen Kinder.


Eine Rose

Heut' schenk ich dir diese Rose,
denn verhedert unsere Schicksalslose,
liegt gebettet im weichen Schnee,
in dem Meere und auf dem Klee,
als Geschenk von himmlischer Wonne,
ist dieser Engel, in göttlicher Sonne,
geblendet, dein Name,
und von süßem Tod, in Rot auf dem Grabe.

Heut' schenk ich dir diese Rose,
als Beweis meiner Liebe und krankem Getose,
und leidiger Sehnsucht verbuden mit Hass,
in stickigem Raume und tobendem Nass,
mein entheiligter Schwur,
vom Teufel besiegelt,
mit seinem Schlüssel und Schwefel verriegelt,
diese Rose, zum Beweis,
aus Blut und zur Nacht,
wird altes Feuer neu entfacht.


by Lana


Sieh, wie Schnee, fallen die Federn zu Grunde,
weiß und rein, befleckt mit Wein,
mit Blut, aus göttlicher Wunde,
Tränen fallen, Herzen schallen,
Schreie klingen vom Himmel her,
und die Engel, fliegen nicht mehr.

Sieh, ihre Feder, wie Schnee, so weiß,
und ihr Herz, das schlägt so leis,
war sie nicht die schönste, strahlendeste dort oben?,
umschwebte den Schöpfer, weit droben,
nun liegt sie hier unten, zu eis erstarrt,
in der letzten Bewegung verharrt.

Ihr Hirn zerschellt, die Knochen gebrochen,
ihre Flügel schwarz, schon seit Wochen,
gefallen liegt sie nun zu unseren Füßen,
und muss für ihre Sünden büßchen,
Gottes Segen,
auf ihren Wegen...

Nun liegt der Himmel, gleich dem Trümmerfeld,
und keiner der die Hand,
über sie hält,
all ihre Flügel, in blutigem Gewand,
die heilige Stadt ist gefallen,
Eis, wird in ihren Venen wallen,
Angst, ihre Seelen an Dunkelheit schweißen,
Engel,
haben sie geheißen...

by April

[Lost_Girl]

Hello, you know... I write for one time in this panel. My name is Shadow. I'm a dark one. I speak some german words and sentences, but it's not so good. Can I write a poem in english? It would be not so... fatal... you know... I have some emotions too..


[Gedicht entfernt, da ein anderer Autor Copyright-Rechte darauf geltend gemacht hat - Poem removed due to copyright claims]



Shadow

[Lost_Girl]

I'll never forget the person, who made my body weak

Who always thought he was right, and never let me speak

I'll never forget the father, who hid me away out of sight,

And I'll never forget how he scared me, how he gave me such a fright



I'll never forget the insults and the names

And how he always looked so deeply ashamed

I'll always remember the heartache every time he spoke

And how hurting me so badly, to him was just a joke



I'll never forget the loneliness or how he made me feel

How hard I tried to show him, that I had feelings, I was real

I never was his daughter, I never was his pride

I was nothing special, so I was told to hide



While the other was shown all the love, lived off all the cheers

I was in the background, staring into a dark world close to tears

The world I lived in had no light, never had a thing to show

But now I've learned that I must move on, it's time for me to go



Even though he hates me, it no longer leaves a scar

I'll help other people, no matter who they are

Money means nothing to me, all I search for is love

but the hate that I grew up around, won't leave me, not even when I'm above



Just because I couldn't achieve, the top grades to make him proud

All because I didn't sing on stage, my freedom wasn't allowed

I'll never forget the father, the one who broke my heart

And how my world he messed up so much, how he continued to tear it apart



He told me I was a failure, no good, would never succeed

And although you couldn't see the wounds, inside I would always bleed

He told me that I'd never get far, like my sister I'd never be a star

He shouted and criticized what I did, until I'd given up and hid



I had no hope for my life, had no future in his eyes

He didn't stop there, he then started on my size

He laughed and sniggered all my life, and made a show of me

He ruined such an innocent childhood, and he couldn't even see



He couldn't see a hurt person, he couldn't see what he had done

But he wouldn't ever stop, not until he was done

Not until he'd killed the girl he'd created, that he never wanted to be a part of his life

Not until he'd made sure, the child grew up full of anger and strife



When he knew that his plan was working, he'd broken down a life

He'd even convinced the mother, he'd also changed his wife

I don't care how much money I have, or how big my house may be

All I care is that I'm happy, and one day I find someone who loves me



He's told me time after time now, how he's disappointed in what I've become

but he doesn't understand, even though he knows what he has done

But I'm allowed the freedom, that's when I'll make my way

To the family that are waiting, who love me and take me in one day



I have my friends around me, to help me through,

and I know that's all I need, to help me to do what I need to do

One day I'll have the job, of caring for the sick

And no matter what he says, I will have already laid my last brick



He can no longer change me, create a monster from a confused child

What give him the right to mix my emotions, and so young, let me out into the wild

He never gave me encouragement, or said he'd always be there

for I always knew he wouldn't and that he never really cared



For what I do now will help me, become the person I used to be

And one day I hope he'll understand, all I wanted was to be me

I'll love my children dearly, and stand by them with what they do

and I'll make sure I'll always tell them "darlings, I'm so proud of you!"



All I search for in life, is the love I never had

I no longer need the money, it means nothing, it just makes a person go bad

I'll never look down on the less fortunate, and always treat each person the same

I'll never forget you father, what you did to me was such a shame



How can you want so much, To hurt one of your own

A parent to hate so much, I have never known,

But no matter what you do now, and how you put me down

In the close future I'll be smiling, and you'll be stuck with the frown!

Shadow

[Lost_Girl]

Ich bin ein Stück Dreck,
ein schwarzes Schaf, ein dunkler Fleck,
ich bin unfähig und dumm,
fühl mich blind und stumm,
ich bin wertlos und schlecht,
hab kein Leben, kein Recht,
ich bin ein dummes Stück,
so weit entfernt vom Glück.

Ich habe gesündigt, gezecht,
mich an Unschuldigen gerächt,
habe getrunken, betrogen,
gestohlen und gelogen,
Unzucht getrieben im Mondschein,
verdorben die Engel,
so unschuldig und rein,
so wurden sie Bengel.

Ich hab sie alle getrieben,
vorgegeben zu lieben,
hab manche zerbrochen und zerschlagen,
sie zu Hölle getragen,
ich bin schon ganz unten,
hab mich noch gewunden,
bin nur ein Stück Dreck,
und bald bin ich weg.

April

[Glühwürmchen]

Ich find den Text toll